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Apparently my ovaries, uterus and my hormones have a different plan for us on this IVF journey.  I have been to Dr G twice in the past week to test my E2 levels and see if we are good to go on the next round of meds and NOPE. I have too high of E2 levels and my uterus lining is too thick. Therefore this means I continue on the 10mm of Lupron and continue getting blood drawn and a sono every 4 days until the levels are correct.

I asked if there was anything I could do and she said nope.

Grrrrrrrr.... don't they know I am not a very patient person and I like things done on my time schedule. Oh wait, I guess this is MY body's time schedule, sigh... it's frustrating and of course, I want it done correctly, but I also want it to move forward.

Alright, well, I go back Thurs again, let's see what the results are then.

could be a delay folks...

Baseline sono revealed a cyst today on my left ovary...this is something that can happen with HS or hyper stimulation or could be a result of meds, etc etc.

Had some blood drawn as well and this will be the true indication of what needs to happen- whether we will be delayed or start more BCP or move on as scheduled.  Who knows.

Sono E2 and Bloodwork...

Tomorrow I am scheduled to visit Dr G for bloodwork and an E2 baseline sono.

The sono will state my baseline estrogen levels upon which when I begin the Menopur and Gonal next week, another sono will state if my ovaries and such are responding properly to the meds. Will be checking those levels along with my "follies" aka follicles to ensure they are rapidly producing as well...

Will let you know the results...

Sweet dreams are "not" made of these...

Dream= triplets.
I'm scared.

because what I really want...

what I really want...

• someone to call me mom
• someone to teach how to read
• someone whose tears only we can soothe
• someone whose hand we each hold walking through the park
• someone to show how beautiful it can be to help others
• someone to make funny faces with
• someone to teach how to swim
• someone we allow to be full of imagination
• someone whose cheeks I can kiss
• someone to pout at me when I teach them right from wrong
• someone to sing loudly from the back in a carseat
• someone to love so much and so unconditionally

and the deal is, it hasn't happened the way we planned, it may not happen with IVF, but one day I KNOW  we will have all of the above, somehow...

I would SCREAM!

Clown enters room after Embryo Transfer (click for link!)

Say whaaaaa???
I mean, I am all about laughter and such, but if a damn clown enters the room there's going to be a ruckus! Hahahahaha!!!