because what I really want...

what I really want...

• someone to call me mom
• someone to teach how to read
• someone whose tears only we can soothe
• someone whose hand we each hold walking through the park
• someone to show how beautiful it can be to help others
• someone to make funny faces with
• someone to teach how to swim
• someone we allow to be full of imagination
• someone whose cheeks I can kiss
• someone to pout at me when I teach them right from wrong
• someone to sing loudly from the back in a carseat
• someone to love so much and so unconditionally

and the deal is, it hasn't happened the way we planned, it may not happen with IVF, but one day I KNOW  we will have all of the above, somehow...